Thx for all of the support everyone <3 I went borderline here, and with my mom. Sorry about that. The clonazepam lowered my inhibitions. But at least I didn't drink dysphoric alcohol.

Yes.. The phenibut.. I can only go as low as 400mg, then I go back up to 500mg-1g. I took 1g today and feel better.

My psychiatrist said that if the bad mood persists, he could give me an antidepressant - So I'll ask him during the next appointment..

I took 500mg of psilocybe mushroom two nights ago - And it seemed to have made things bad the next day (Yesterday).

The skiing was good though. My mom is very happy for her birthday ^-; It was a bit cold but very sunny - You could see the trees covered in thick snow with the blue sky behind the mountains. I bought new ski boots and they fit perfectly.

I'm happy with how things are - Just.. freaked out by the way that the world is going.

Hugs to all...