I think I'm mixed. I'm so mad and sad. I slept 3 hours last night. Everyone thinks I'm mad at them. I'm not. I think they're doing stupidness but I'm not mad at them. I'm sad isolating. Finally brushed my hair after like almost a month not. Everything is a ****ing disaster and I'm trying to bring back some normalcy but no one's helping I feel like I'm drowning.