I am angry and upset and pissed off right now-- and I apologize in advance, because I'm not going to mince words in this post (hence the title). I've been in training for my new job all week-- they seem to think cramming a shitload of info into our brains and then letting us loose in the pharmacy constitutes good training. I also have a **** ton of online training that I still have to do. I feel stupid when I'm there, even though I've been a pharmacy tech for over 6 years (my point being, this ain't my first rodeo). I feel freaked out because they are super particular about how things have to be done-- which in many instances, I can appreciate, after all we're handling people's medications-- but it's a one-strike-and-you're-fired kind of deal in some of those cases. **** this. I am freaking out. I feel like I've made the wrong decision, like I was stupid to even apply for it. Who am I to think I can succeed here? Meanwhile, it is in the 60-70 degree range here in Denver, which is ****ing disgusting. GIVE ME ****ING SNOW ALREADY. I won't be getting paid until the 17th, so I'm also freaking out about how I'm going to pay my bills until my first paycheck. And let's just say I read the wrong article at the wrong time, which enraged the ****ing **** out of me. Denver is a ****ing pisshole full of yuppies and rich hippies, and I'm ****ing sick of it. I want to leave-- I want to go far away from stupid people and assholes. Away from all the Cali idiots who've ****ed this state up. Away from the heat and sun. Away from every little ****ing thing. Screw this.