Anxiety is always high since my roommate moved in. He thinks he's a therapist, and criticizes practically everything I do. He doesn't understand the daily struggles (and some successes) that I go through. But I need him here, regardless of the abuse, because I would be filled with fear living in this apartment by myself. I have no friends, and no way to get groceries or anything. I need the comfort of companionship, even if he is always mad at me. I take more Klonopin each day then I usually do....just to try and stay calm around him. He is so unpredictable and has a terrible temper.
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