It bothers me that my mom shouted at me two nights ago and said that I'm not sui. I've been thinking about it at work for like 2 hours. Its like she's challenging me. I'm going to ask her why she said that.

Maybe I need phenibut again when I get home. I'll continue to taper on it though..

I Googled "How to cope with sui thoughts" - I'm not having those thoughts.. its just philosophical and I'm annoyed. This isn't normal.