This is a vistril kind of night. F the side effects that may happen because of it. I'm glad I gave it to my mom instead of tossing it out like I was going to do. I'm not S or thinking of any type of SH. I am just super anxious and I've had my 3 valium. Its possible health anxiety. Not about covid though. I don't know. One of my therapists said sometimes we're just anxious for no reason. The furnace is turned up so I am not freezing anymore.

My hair is falling out in small pieces and its a bit alarming. Hair loss is a side effect of my injections but I'd rather go gray then not have hair.

Edit: I took the vistril and my normal geodon. I ate a yogurt but so far I'm not feeling much better. I'm tired though. I wish I had a zofran but I dont. I may just stick with the yogurt for dinner and nothing else. It makes me a bit low on calories but its not a big deal.

I was hoping to get the energy to go through my storage rack I use for food. Its all neat and organized and stuff but I feel like I am borderline hoarding food and I could at least check out what I have and maybe get rid of some and consolidate other stuff. Its all in storage bins because of mice.

This anxiety sucks right now. I'd even allow myself a cheat night if it would help. But my stomach hurts.

I just took a benadryl for sleep. I wonder if that was a stupid idea because I just took vistril. Which is in the same family I think. I also took a valium because I got scared all of a suddden and theres my usual anxiety then theres me being nervous. But being scared is completly diffrent. I was thinking of aliens to be honest. Aliens scare the **** out of me and I've had a few restless nights because of scary thoughts about them.