I get roped into things quite easily. I was thinking about doing Ketamine last week so I started researching Ketamine (this is at a center where I live) and then they were like, "No, do TMS instead." And me being me, I was like, "Okay."

But I'm probably not going to do it.

They said Ketamine was bad for psychosis (I think they may be right).

And I don't wanna do TMS cause it's 5 days a week for a month or something ridiculous like that. I'm not depressed.

Why do I always think I'm depressed.

Now I'm just ignoring my family because I was supposed to have a Hanukkah celebration with them tonight and I bagged out of it.

Anyway, that's what is going on for me today. I was thinking about stopping my meds a couple of times recently. Whatever. It's fine.