Hey L. I feel like I also want to apologize for my part in your current level of tired. I know I've been a royal PITA in the past with all the push/pull crap and more recently how I've been tip-toeing/dancing around this ending thing for the past 5 months or so. Know that none of it was intentional on my part, it was part of my process I suppose, and I am trusting you now though to take care of yourself, which I know you are doing because you are taking the last 2 weeks of the year off, and the other stuff.