I’m feeling better today physically. My rib cage hurts but I can live with that. I’m so bah humbug today! I have a handful of reasons for not going to the Christmas event today and they are all legit but they can be handled. I don’t want to go but I’m too miserable not to. I need some fun and a change of scenery. Something, anything to get me out of my head. I’m glad I never turned to illicit drugs for help. It would be out of control.

Mom dragged me out last night to CVS and Cracker Barrel at 8:50. I had steamed broccoli, baby carrots, green beans and fresh fruit. Good stuff. We got home around 11:30.

I wish everybody well.