New T,

This feeling of missing Ex T has been so intense recently, I just don't know what to do with it. I have told everyone I feel I can tell. I have even told some people I didn't feel I could tell. I even told Ex T. I have tried sitting with it, I have tried distracting myself from it. I'm not sure what else to do. I'm guessing the answer would be 'time'. I think that's Ex Ts voice I can hear in my head, anyway. Time makes things easier. I know that, and I know you just have to go through it, but I still feel like I need to DO something with these feelings. Maybe some more gardening is needed. Maybe that's a productive way to 'spend' the feelings. I kind of want to shout it from the rooftops it feels so big.