well ehrhar, you seem to have hit another nail on the head - isolation

the worse we act during a episode the more we isolate afterwards, thus leaving us time to stew and get angry with ourselves. the only way we seem to know what we done is from reports from others who "remind us" of whatever it was she did\said\where whe was, etc. hate this part of ourself

don't even know who all of my parts is yet, but know enough to know we don't like HER (hypomanic one)
at all