I was not expecting you to say you were working for a day between Christmas and New Year and did I want a session even though it wouldn’t be my normal day. I don’t know what to do. I had mentally prepared myself for no sessions for three weeks and although I know how agonising that will be and that no doubt all my abandonment stuff will mean a rupture in the new year, I feel like it would be really needy and pathetic to say yes to the session you have offered. Have you offered all your clients a session? If not, how many? And how did you choose? I’m presuming you would struggle to see them all in one day?! Secretly I hope it’s just me, but I realistically know that isn’t the case. I hope you don’t want an answer straight the way. Part of me wants to say no because I know that going three weeks without a session will trigger all my abandonment issues, and it will cause a rupture. I think maybe there is part of me that wants there to be a rupture. How messed up is that?