I had a good therapy session. It was virtual but it was very productive. I'm not sure why virtual sessions are so productive but I remember my transference T mentioning that our sessions started becoming deep once we switched to remote. I told her about last night. Not everything because I didnt want to go IP. But I told her I was S and I had talked to my mom and I gave her my meds. We basically just talked about how to get over my transfernce T. She thinks I have an obsession with her. I mentioned eating a lot of peppermint flavored things since that flavor reminds me of her. My therapist said at one point that I looked sad. But she didn't mention anything about going IP. The week of christmas she's moving me to Tuesday because she knows how important in person sessions are for me. An in person therapy session a few days before Christmas could be a literal life saver at this point and could help with a lot of what I've been feeling lately.

Right now I'm just chilling out and trying to avoid getting into another slump. I found a couple online exotic food and soda shops with good stuff and good prices and reasonable shipping. So yeah I'm doing a bit of retail therapy I guess.