Thanks, Lost. It's a long time in coming for me! Realizing that I'm still a work in progress and always will be, is another part of that growth I think, because I don't catch myself that quickly when it comes to dealing with people (like hubby, when I'm already knee-deep in the reaction that I go oh I see what I am doing and calm down)... but it's good to know I caught myself doing it immediately with the inanimate object anyway.