I go through different levels of anxiety. Sometimes I feel the anxiety even more when I'm co-conscious and grounded, and other times my dissociation kicks in to deal with anxiety in different ways, which inevitably makes me anxious down the road (but not for the time-being). I'm so confused. I think even my confusion is anxiety, my dissociation is anxiety, my depression is a reaction to anxiety taking its toll on me, and my OCD is from something gone wrong in my brain to deal with anxiety.