So I decided to text you.... I am reminded of a daughter who lost her father... She text him for years. She never stopped texting him, sending updates on her life, about her new partner, her children, what she got up to, her work. She couldn't not message him, even though he wasn't there anymore and even though she didn't get a response. Then one day she did get a response. His phone number had been reassigned years ago, and this guy had been recieving her messages for years. It turns out he had lost a daughter and needed to hear her messages just as much as she needed to send them. I have no idea how true this story is, but isn't it a lovely one! I doubt that you will ever need me, not with five children and a close extended family, but if you got anything out of our relationship then I don't see why I can't continue in some limited way. Anyway. I could go on for hours, but I don't think it would help. I am doing all of those lovely things I know you would want me to be doing. I am doing all of those difficult things I know that you would want me to be doing, but it still feels like I am missing an arm or a leg. Take care my dear K, I miss you and I love you.