how do I begin to write an apology letter to an old therapist in which I realized it was me who had such high expectations from the therapist, judgmental tendances towards the therapist, dealing and not processing with the concept of maternal transference, beginning to realize that I needed to work on myself rather than solely relay and hope to "Fix me" , and outside factors (Career change, unemployemnt, bills, etc..) to which had led to many ruptures initiated by me, thus leading to termination?
Although most people say that it isn't necessarily, I do believe that I want to own up to my mistakes and hope in trying again when I am ready and with a much more stable factors upon finances, etc... as well as repairing the relationship my therapist did her best to accommodate me and even shown empathy/sympathy.
Thank you.
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