(((((((((( Depressme)))))))))))) I'm so sorry your going thru this. Even though I wasnt actually working at a job job, I was taking care of my dads rental homes and finances and such. But while doing all that , your second paragraph described me to a T. I really do feel for you. Course at the time after I was released from doing that stuff for him( YAY lol) I was also off meds for awhile because I couldnt afford them. I got back on the most important ones when PC had the fundraiser for us. ( YAY! TY AGAIN!) I really really missed my Wellbutrin XL. That drug has been a Godsend to me. Have you ever been on it hon? Its helped me focus so much better so I can deal with things better also. I have some mild ADD too and it even helped that. I dont know if its possible , but maybe taking some time off from your lesser paying job would help just to get some stress off you. Do you like both jobs? I mean if the depression and anxiety werent a factor, do you like working at those places? If not, maybe finding something else you like better would help? You could go thru the Bureau of Vocational Rehab to find a job. They do all the leg work for you. Just need to go to some appts and make a plan of action basically. I am hopefully going to go back to school. Unless we need to move sooner in case my husband gets this job he's been interviewing for.

I hope this works out for you. Sounds like you need a break for one thing and some better meds and adjustments to your life to make things easier. If you ever need to talk let me know ok? Always here for a friend.

Hugz
Bethy