I'm still trying to get the package situation fixed. When I click on my tracking info it says change my delivery. Yet it wont let me. The seller got back and said only I can change the delivery. But UPS wont ****ing let me for some reason. I need some invoice number I dont have. My tracking number doesnt work. Its out for delivery now but I dont know when its coming. It could be 4:30 and dark when it comes. I plan on just going to the apartment and seeing if the people will just give it to me. It was on a credit card and my mom said maybe the bank can fix it. I just have this ****ing headache that feels like worms are eating their way through my brain and I'm super nausated as well. This is a zofran type day.

I took an advil. I'd rather contiune to ruin my kidneys then to deal with this parasite like headache. I seem to be calming down a bit despite still not having a clue about how to deal with the package. I may still need a zofran.

I went to the mexican and indian grocery stores and just got my usual flavors of stuff. Nothing exciting. I went to the asian market too and saw sauerkurat lays chips. I was already feeling pretty sick by then and seeing that did not help.

I took a zofran and a valium. It seemed to have worked at first but now I just feel sick and anxious again. I took my 3rd valium half an hour ago and that went right through me. I tried eating some protein since I havent eaten much today. It didnt do anything except cause more nausea. I dont know if this package thing has me that worked up. I mean whats the worst that can happen? I'm out $47 its not the end of the world if I dont get it.

I wish I could stop sweating about the small stuff. I should get that book.