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Dec 13, 2021, 12:20 PM
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Member Since: Aug 2013
Posts: 930
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Hello MSTAD (Measly steps a day). Facing a big churning turning time for myself. I'll proceed here in the open. Some things for your consideration.
1. I'm dealing with taking on the major "make sure" role at my condo.
2. I'm calling it my "better home" or "home improvement" project in public because 99% of the time I get rolling of eyes, and horror stories. The first dismissive, the second the least helpful reaction the person can dredge up. Basically communicating "grin and bear it but don't look to me for support." Gee, thanks.
3. All of the common "have you thought ofs" have been thought of. These often are delivered by the rolling eyes crowd.
4. I've concluded that the social-emotional work will be the hardest. If I can focus on the work and spend zero time struggling with feeling put upon, unloved, and taken advantage of, I can manage this for the next 2 years of service.
5. The hardest part now is I have to curtailed my leadership services on a meetup group for liberating structures. It's been great fun itself for the past 16 months. This is the churn in the turn. Just only so much promise keeping I want to juggle. Sigh.
6. I'll keep my running log of wins and struggles on a different tread and link to it from time to time.
7. Right now my support here in the condo and across other condo "make sures" is invisible. One part feels very alone. I learned from reading The Psychic Grid that my tribe is real and active, only not yet tangible to me. Part of the journey is watching this appear, and making magic to speed the process.
8. Thanks for your hugs, and attention. Feeling a bit better prepared now.
Revu2
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