Happy Tuesday!

I felt pretty tired yesterday and laid down pretty early in the evening (around 9PM) but didn't end up sleeping until about midnight. I woke up this morning around 8AM. It would do me good to have things to do everyday to help time to pass and/or motivate me to do something. Eat-sleep-repeat is a pretty dull cycle to be honest. I may go walking today since the weather isn't so bad. No plans for the day, nothing to really do -- just another day to get through, but feeling OK!

This drug testing thing is starting to get ridiculous. I called to follow-up a third time. Again, issues with faxing. Ugh. Apparently this time too, what they faxed was more like a receipt and not the actual results. I called and medical records seems to think the results haven't come back in yet cause they had to send out for it (which was over a week ago), and told me to call back on Friday, or Monday to check on them.


I know it's a waiting game and I can't do anything until then, but it frustrates me. I am muddled up in this process because I don't live near the center where I get my treatment (I do telehealth) and so I have to play mediator to get stuff done. I'm gonna worry about this until it's resolved. I also have to go through this crap every 3 months? It may just be easier to drive the two hours to the clinic and do it in the future. Jeez this is ridiculous. I really hate not being able to resolve stuff, but what can I do? Not a thing. Weirdest thing is, no one is on my back about it. I just know I am supposed to have it done, and I don't feel comfortable knowing it's not done. No one at the clinic seems concerned about it, so why am I? Because I'm just that person I guess.

I know it's a simple issue -- I did the test and it's just about getting the results in. I know it's not a big deal, but I feel like I'm doing something wrong until it's resolved. I know it's an issue with me.



So much for my good mood, I'm anxious and irritable now. At least the people I dealt with were kind.