Dear T,

I know I went overboard with the gifts (I sent three total - two personalized, and one holiday-themed), but I hope you like it. Secretly, I wished that I had changed two of the three gifts to something else. I know look back on the personalized gifts and think that maybe you won't like it, that maybe you will find it too distasteful or embarrassing. I should have gotten you something else with the money I spent on that instead, like flowers or some better engraved item.

I know you said it was okay to make something for you, but I just don't have the energy to do that. It takes a lot of effort to be creative, and a few alters helping me. It's been a while since we worked like that.

We look forward to our session today, where we can hopefully speak about this. But I have a feeling that I'm too shy to say anything about the gifts at this moment.