nothing like confirmation to help one feel a bit crazier

please no offense meant to anyone....expression of thoughts here not opinions held about the masses.........I speak only of the experiences of this one body.

don't remember extended session today except asking therapist at end of session if I was making all this ***** up.....therapist's response was 'no I wasn't making this up, this is normal given the extreme circumstances I endured, this makes sense, this isn't crazy, etc.

all of which reduced me to puddles of tears. if this isn't crazy then wtf is? (please no answers to this question)

normal for this therapeutic relationship to include safe holding or hugging when initiated by client. she was holding me as I sobbed and choked out my fearful questions.

I feel like an idiot, a fool, a liar, a faker, a spinner of yarns yet today I'm gently told, once again, that this is DID.

please leave me alone now.