I feel good today. I read in the car for an hour and helped my mom carry groceries, Christmas turkey etc..

I've been tapering phenibut for over a week. No problems so far.

I'm grateful to have a good life and be treated properly for mental illness. I want to lower the injection still - But I'm not as angry about being on it cuz it doesn't have severe side effects + I'm not having agitated identity problems and blaming/paranoid of people. It's better than being completely messed up on the street like millions of people in the world. It's really bad - The state of the economy etc.. It's going to get much worse.

I asked my mom why so many people with schizophrenia are homeless and I'm not.. cuz I have support. I'm interested in how they want to decriminalize drugs here (Cuz I read a book about it) - It's just really sad. I don't feel the need to buy dangerous drugs anymore. I think I'm getting better.

I do crave instability/mania sometimes but I think that things are changing.