Therapist was very concerned (TW: been binging, purging, cutting, fighting with others, generally being a mues_.). So she told me she would have someone call and check up on me today. It's 9pm and I didn't get a single call from anyone all day.except some scammer looking for my mom (?)
I was looking forward to someone to talk to instead of just generally being out of control.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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