Ok, I've realised something I think. I just have so much love to give, but I am very wary of who I give it to. There aren't many people in this world who I would 'choose' to be in line for it, sadly, having just been hurt way too many times. You taught me how to love, and I love you, and I learnt how to love other people too, but so far only one person has been chosen by me.

I wish there was a way people could choose to come together, like adoption for adults. There must be lots of older people out there who need the love of a child just as much as I need the love of a parent.

And one day I could be that parent figure for another child, as we don't have them. It just seems so sad that there's lots of people out there in need of love, and with love to give, but they are all alone.