I have felt apathetic about most things in life for a while...over a year at least. Nothing sounds interesting. I'll buy tickets for my favorite artist's exhibition and then not want to go. I take one shower a week and wash my face once a week. I wear clothes repeatedly without washing them. I let dishes pile up in the sink for a week. And my dog walks around a yard riddled with little piles of poop.

I have tried to change. I went to the art exhibit even though I wanted to, and it turned out to be fairly interesting. After I take a shower, I realize how fast it goes and how I feel good afterwards. But overall I find getting the momentum to do anything is very very very difficult.

I don't feel hopeless and worthless like I usually do when depressed. Normally, I know I've slipped into depression when I want to die every day. I don't feel like that at all. That's a good thing.

Does this mean that I'm lazy? Does anyone else feel like this....what do you do to be at least somewhat productive?