I'm definitely depressed. Haven't done anything productive in weeks. I missed my shot because I didn't want to shower. So I'm having withdrawals my head kills enough that I called to reschedule it they want me to come in tomorrow. So I have to see what this nurse says she's not the nurse I like. So I'm not ready to see another therapist. We'll see I kids just over BP/Sza. I've been either sleeping or up because I didn't take my meds.
It looks like we will be moving in 2years. I'm not suicidal most of the time. But I still really don't want to take a shower. My parents are on me because I have $200 dollars in art classes I haven't done in weeks and I bought a switch and don't play it.

Miguel said he'd rather have Bp then what he has. Then he found out there's mix states and he said omg, I take it back that's horrible. So he thought it was one or the other.

I've been trying to convince my family we have to eat together because I don't know if I'm eating enough. I'm mainly eating crap because no one is cooking in my house. So lots of cereal, soda and sandwiches. I need to pull myself together, I just don't want to.