welp, that was the last "see you at 1pm" text from you... I still don't know if I'm even going to tell you about my cat or not. H is doing better today, and with the exception of a couple hours early-early this morning, so am I. This is one thing, losing a pet, that tons of people have experienced and I can talk about with any of my friends/family so I don't really need to talk with you about it. I want to be able to focus today on the closing out of our relationship and saying goodbye.