Maybe I have found someone else. Maybe. Someone else who wants a relationship with me in the same way as I would wish you did. She sent me a picture today of her new grandchild. She has eight now, but says she doesn't see them often, as they are always busy. I think I will make her a beautiful gift and card and send them. I need to start looking elsewhere I think, after my realisation this week. Just because it can't be you doesn't mean it can't be anyone, if that makes sense. I even told her a few weeks ago what happened to me when I was younger. She likes my posts on FB, always comments on my business posts too. I like her and she has sent me some really lovely messages over the past few weeks/months. Time to nurture a different relationship I think