Its been 12 days with no communication. I have tried to smash out all hope but I can't there is too much love. Still no divorce papers, still a FB picture of us as her profile ( yes, I know I shouldn't check) counselor ask questions that lead to me thinking about infidelity, I don't want to believe but it just makes sense. I may never know and yet I still hold out hope. I'm sure my hope will be squashed soon and maybe that is for the best. I can't move on, I know what I need to do to move on I just can't, not until I know there is no more hope.