Ok, so I am having a bit of a meltdown. I have to wait ALL weekend before I hear whether I have an offer or not. And I am MISERABLE. I HATE my current job, and IF I have to continue on there for any amount of time, I think I am really going to lose it and will go downhill even worse. IF I have to endure this dysfunctional work environment and IF I get rejected yet again after the final round, I am afraid that my mental health is going to further downward spiral.

I am VERY WORRIED about myself. And I am sitting in sheer misery, every second wondering if I have an offer.