For a long time Adderall was like a barrier and kept me from cutting. Well, I stopped taking it a while back because of heart rate problems between the Adderall and Propranolol. I know my doc still wanted to see me on it cuz he knew what I would do without it. So did I. But you know what?! I've *MIRACULOUSLY* gone almost 3 Months without doing any form of SI! I've had thoughts--BUT I haven't acted on them! I'm beginning to wonder if I actually need the Adderall anymore. I still get thoughts, but I'm able to resist so much better than before--even just a month or two ago. Just wanted to share!! Woo hoo!