I can't tell if I'm so anxious I'm just numb, or I'm handling things fine. I havent watched the news in a couple days. I don't have much money but I want to go to Sams Club to buy some things in bulk for my pantry. I dont think things will get that bad again though. Yesterday and the other day I stocked up my freezer.

I plan on using however long this one lasts to better my physical and mental health.

I expect at any moment to receive news my therapy office has gone back to remote.

My mom has agreed that I should not go back to work like I had planned. I found a job I was going to apply to right after the New Years. Legit stuff keeps pushing me back from going back to work.