No joke, I’m ditching the vraylar. I am SO HUNGRY. I’ve been eating ALL DAY. And not junk food either because I can only half-taste anyway. My whole list of food today is not that bad but it was just the sheer volume. I mean Zyprexa made me hungry but also made me crave horrible food. As did risperdal, invega, and haldol. Right now, I don’t even want to eat, but I feel like I’m going to pass out if I don’t, and I had yogurt AND a soft pretzel only an hour ago.

I can’t gain the 25 lbs I lost. I looked and felt terrible at that weight. I am still obese but I can breathe better and move better. So no more vraylar. I have no idea what she could possibly offer next.

I’m going stir crazy in here. I can hear my boys out in the living room watching tv together but I can’t join and it kills me. But at least the virus didn’t, and I don’t want either of them to get sick. My son just had his second vaccine today. So I have four more days in exile.