I cant tell if I'm doing good and handling things well or am just so overwhelmed I've checked out and I'm heading for a breakdown.

Basically there was this shooting plus all this covid **** going on, yet I feel strangely abnormally fine and not effected by things.

I did get a decrease in my meds that seems to be helping. so idk. Maybe I'm legit doing ok. I havent had any SH thoughts in several days. These feelings are just confusing me.