even though it's not happening for a good few weeks, (actually not until janury of next year), I'm still thinking a lot about it.

someoneI know (I won't call her a friend, I think she lost that status years ago) is coming over from spain to visit all her friends in my area and to see how things are getting on.

I hope I don't see her, i ****ing hate her

at least if I do see her, I hope it's for the shortest time possible

she lives in spain now, so won't be stopping long, still, even seeing her for a minute makes me want to be sick.