I've had a huge fall out with my Dad and Sister whom I was spending Christmas with. My Dad has said I'm unwelcomed in his house after Christmas. He wants me to act all nice at Christmas so not to show him up.

I've been self harming and having suicidal thoughts for a week. I've been ignoring the thoughts. But today has tipped me off the edge.

I want to die.... I have nothing to live for. I'm numb. I cry all the time. I thought self harming would numb the tears but it doesn't.

Help me guys, I'm struggling I really hurt my head tonight it's throbbing its like a migraine times a million.

I've tried calling the Samaritans and texting a text number but didn't find them helpful.

I'm seeing my psych nurse tomorrow so in 14 ish hours. But I'm not very good at talking with her I speak better to my Peer Support Worker but not seeing her until 29th.


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