I was listening to the song The Freshman last night like I do every night. Then I just got these feelings I dont want to have about you. But they were quick thoughts. I know in the past messing around with any med that was hormone related would cause strange feelings. But I thought my hystrectomy would take care of those feelings. Its just, last night I got bad 2020 remote session vibes but this time could even be worse then with my transfernce T because I moved away from her while still doing remote and I'm not sure what I'll be thinking/doing if we go to remote.