I wish T would continue to be open and our relationship continue to grow. Even though we've worked together forever, I wish I could feel and keep his presence in my heart even when I'm having a tough time. I wish is 2022 I could be more emotionally independent and connected.

While it's not a direction of treatment, I also wish I could hear that pre Covid, vacation, joy/lightness in his voice that's been a bit faint lately.