Up until my last session just before thanksgiving, I would have wished for things to continue on the path they were going. I had settled into a comfortable spot and we were slowly starting to unravel some things from my past. But since I haven't had a session since then and I don't know what's going on, now my wish is just that everything is ok, that my sessions will resume soon and that I can find a way back to feeling safe and comfortable.
I also wish I could have a do-over with my last therapist. Even just a chance to say a proper goodbye.
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Well darkness has a hunger that's insatiable
And lightness has a call that's hard to hear
I wrap my fear around me like a blanket
I sailed my ship of safety 'til I sank it
I'm crawling on your shores
-Indigo Girls
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