:In 2019 at this time I had this same sudden feeling of unease and like something bad would happen real soon and then Covid happened. But I got suddenly scared like Christmas 2019 would be the last time things would be peaceful in the world.

I didnt know it would be a virus though I thought maybe someone big would die or there would be a giant terrorist attack or something like that. It was so strong I asked my mom if we could go look at Christmas lights which we never did before. So we could just really enjoy our Christmas.

But I just have the feeling again.

But my mom just counted and I have 17 (I take 3 a day) extra days of valium. So I can take an extra here and there and not run out.

I dont know if my doctor or the pharamcist screwed up and gave me too many.

I dont know. Maybe I do need to get into huge trouble to wake me up.