I'm not coping right now. I have avoidant personality disorder and I am in total crisis mode having let someone into my life that now is backing out. Horrible anxiety! I continually make it worse because I can tell he is backing off and then I send him messages begging him to talk to me. And then I feel crazy. Of course he is gonna keep backing off but I can't make myself stop messaging. I sit here and cry cause Im lonely but I'm so scared of this horrible feeling. I just want to scream