I thought I was a lesbian. I thought I finally figured out myself. But then I realized yesterday that I actually have feelings for an online friend who is a GUY. Let's call him P [emoji450], we have been online friends for a while and have gotten to know each other.
Unfortunately, he lives really really far away. So if anything happened it would have to be a long-distance relationship. He's so sweet and I found out he has feelings for me too. I wish he didn't live so far away. Just my luck that I fall for someone who is so far.
So what would I even be? I still love women too. Bisexual doesn't seem to fit.
It seems like I need an emotional connection to be attracted to a guy. While with women I don't need one?
Ugh so confusing! I'm 23 I should have this figured out already!
Does anyone have any advice or suggestions?
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