(((Depressme))))

I'm really sorry that things are so stressful for you right now. It's brutal when depression and anxiety interfere with our ability to work. But have you been talking to your Dr. about ani-anxiety meds. Sorry I can't remember everything you're on. I know they're kinda contoversial but I take a benzo 3 times a day and find it's a lifesaver on the anxiety front.

As someone else has already suggested could you reduce your hours or take a leave from your lower paying job so that you'd have more time to focus on yourself and making your real job work better.

As far as the mortgage situation & making payments go, I know it's less than ideal but have you considered taking in a housemate, if you have a spare bedroom. It might help remove some of the financial pressure.

Hang in there and know that I'm thinking of you.

--splitimage