I know what you mean MissCharlotte. It's so unnerving. I hate worrying if I've angered T or if he's thinking that he'd rather I not come to session, LOL. We made a goal today for me to try to hold him from Thurs. to Tues. and not start thinking negative thoughts. So, he's on my lap right now, LOL. I hope you are keeping yourself safe! Okay, Miss. He will be hugging you occasionally? If you're going to dream, LOL, then DREAM! Take care of yourself. We will get through this!