You know L, it's a funny combination of feelings I've got right now. I'm thinking about you quite often throughout the days/nights this week. Maybe that's just me creating the new version of you inside like you were talking about? Since I finally let go of 'fantasy-you'? And at some point you'll stop popping into my head so often... I dunno. At any rate, it's all good, I'm settled with the decision and know it was time, no regrets.

p.s. I wish you could have met 'fantasy-you'. She was awesome. I miss her more than I miss you. If that's not weird enough....