I really hate not having a car i miss just going out for a drive and i cant seem to find an alternative activity to replace this. I tried calling a taxi to take me out for a while but it took 40 minutes for the taxi to turn up and by then i didnt feel like going and spent a miserable 20 minutes walking along the beachfront in 36 degC waiting for the taxi that i called 5 minutes after getting there. I am abit depressed about the whole thing and i am not really into Christmas and i feel i am being a disappointment to my daiughter and her bf. Sorry to be a downer today.