Thanks. I am such a mess tonight… I don’t remember being this upset about another human being.

T will be gone 3 months… he is semi retired but has promised to continue to see me as long as I need. We will have some check ins but it is never the same. I have art T but our relationship is still much more volatile and I am currently digging my heels in pushing her away. I cc’d her on the email to T but told her to stay away, I didn’t want her “near me” while I am coming to terms with T1’s health.

T will be out of state for the three months he is gone… I have family near where he will be… maybe I need a vacation… LOL