Well, this day wasn’t my day either. Unfortunately I couldn’t risk that my brother and his family will be get infected from whatever the hell I now have. So I didn’t came and celebrated the Christmas with them. Although, I delivered my gifts to the children - as I always do. And no matter how bad and ill I am, I will always find a way to deliver the Christmas gifts. If they liked them? They shouted and screamed out of joy hehe.[emoji23]

So I kind of celebrated Christmas alone. I, my coughing, watching some series on HBO Max, drinking good tea and all that. I don’t hit the pub/bar like this and I surely wouldn’t do it even if I would be all good. I’m not that person who drinks anymore. And if I would, it would’ve been anything that contains zero alcohol. Especially since alcohol isn’t that good for you who do have this kind of disorder because it is like playing Russian roulette with your brain. But to say I never got drunk during my 10,5 years having this disease? Well, that would’ve been lying mostly to myself. And I regret every single moment.

I realised that since there will be fewer and fewer chances to reclaim your brain back in good condition, I dropped the drinking completely. And I’m glad that I did.

Enjoy the holidays and don’t waste them on something you will regret. Spend the days with your family and friends. And embrace the next year better than ever before.

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